12:40 AM 6/13/2006
Yes its 12th Midnight and today was my intermediate project evaluation. I had completed the
uploading file verification part of it and it seemed that Guru was quite impressed by our
work. I didn't eat today afternoon. Anyway i didn't feel hungry till 6.30 pm. We had net
connection from 3pm onwards and i guess somebody forgot to switch off the modem or router
and we were getting net connection in the evening also. Today also I avoided Prajish and i
didn't respond to even his yahoo im message about skoar.com. I was too hurt yesterday. I
decided to avoid him 4 the rest of my life. I knew he was really angry yesterday for that
small fun i made about him about 35 gb download through airtel mobile office. i never felt
sorry for it. instead i just felt pity for him. coz its his ego that made him
do like that. i m not trying to say that i m great or something like that but then too...
I didn't do anything useful on the net except downloading some internet
utilities and some howstuffworks.com pages. I was just browsing orkut and checking my
mails. I read some win game programming e-book and emailed 4 parts of dx 9 ebook to some guy who asked it in the ebook community. I joined many communitites about love poems and tamil poems.
Evening I went to star and had nice dinner quite heavy one costed 37 for me alone.
then I found prakash and kishore and went to the lab just to find it closed. then we
returned to the hostel and I had a small argument with Mobeen. I was not so serious but he
seemed so. I realised that these days were very bad for me. coz yesterday it happened with
prajish and today with mobeen for such a silly argument about Athadu movie hero maheshbabu.
Then we played carroms I and Pratap with Prakash and Ramesh. At starting we were 0-27 and
then 27-27 and finally lost for 27-28. We watched mounam pesiyathe and i felt to burn the
movie to some cd before somebody deletes it. i was a cool movie except for the ending.
Note :- Dude Prajish, Please take it lightly.. I didn't do any censor.. It was actually funny to read it. I had saved it in Yahoo Notepad..
Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
Motivation, where the f au ?
Sometimes exploring yourself can be tricky. How do you actually explore yourself ? Is there really a lot to explore within you or is it just a small dirt bag or an empty vacuum space you find, when you try to explore yourself ?
Once upon a time, I used to be excited about technology, new software, trying out new ideas and creating random unique junk. I won't say I don't do it now, but it has become amazingly less frequent and less fun. [Damn ! I got distracted in between once again]. Thanks to torrent sites and super creative talented English Serial makers, and movie makers,the world is I am getting a lot lazy. All I want to do is keep watching FRIENDS or some other serial or movie throughout the weekend.
Long ago I gave open statements that "FAME" is what my ambition in life is because of one dude called Thiruvalluvar. Yes its him, the world famous guy whose book "Thirukural" has been translated and regarded almost like Bible by some. One of his verses said 'If you live a life, you should leave a mark of your name and fame in this world so that after you are dead, even after hundreds of years pass by, the world should still talk about you' Now some time ago I read an article about Einstein claiming he is actually an Idiot who stole many other scientists work and with the help of Jewish media became a lot more popular. You know you actually cannot deny this. Let me give you the best example - "Slumdog Millionaire". After maybe a hundred years, people might be still having records and talking about this movie, which all we know is 'good' but not at all the 'best'. We have lot other movies that have been ground breaking - 'Taare Zameen Par' which runs a beautiful story line, actors, scenes and it made my god damn friends CRY ! I mean friends who make fun of sensitivity and act like reincarnation of Steve Stifler (Seann W. Scott). Film was clean, clear, crisp and definitely leaves a mark.
Coming to Thiru dude again. Here is someone who actually has a few valid questions and a lot of stupid question about many of his verses. I support his arguments on things like "Women should worship their husband even before worshipped God !" - Its not bull shit or horse shit, its your shit dood ! What if the husband is a crackhead, a loser. The statement totally puts the whole Male community above the female like a million lightyears above. Sure, I agree we males are better than females in many ways and they are too in many ways. There is a balance dude!
Recently I have come to a conclusion that - Money, Name and Fame should not be your goal in life. I believe most famous or successful people are not so, because they actually wanted to be famous, but they just wanted to do what they like. Now most people say "Do what you love" then work will be fun and you will reach great height blah blah blah....
Agreed. I love watching FRIENDS, movies and playing games. So what do I do ? There is an answer to this also. Start a blog on reviewing serial episodes, games, movies and make a living out of it. What about other guys like me, all 1 million of us are going to do this ? Also too much of anything is going to bore you. You are not going to love it after a point. Of course that point is very far when it comes to some things, still the point is there.
I do have a job which is cool. There are good times, bad times. I do good innovative, latest technology stuff, meddle with mathematics, physics a lot, do a lot of thinking etc. But even after reading Dale Carnegie's book where he says "The human mind craves of appreciation, which actually is just mere words and nothing more", I found that helping a guy running a small business of his own by recovering his hard disk with some newly googled utility and saving his 40K INR worth of business and seeing happiness on his face was more satisfying than writing a game which a few hundred people played and liked! But there are better satisfying times, when you try hard to achieve a performance gain in your computer program, by learning a lot of code indepth and optimizations.. and the moment you crack it, you feel great and enjoy the moment.
But I still want to actually make free flash games, keep upto date with latest improvements in Flash and Flex, because I love their technology. But I end up wasting time again.
Was I very active before
- Because I just wanted to show off that I can do stuff ?
- Or because it was less accessible then and easily accessible now ?
I really don't know, though I am the only one involved in this. I have to ask more questions. May be I will feel a lot better when I just cross the line and get my hands on making a flash game independently. Thats it... starting trouble !
So what the f are you trying to say Quakeboy.. you might ask..
Answer is - I just have to stop being lazy, and do what I really want to do :D
(In fact am I stopping the article here, because I am lazy, have work, or don't want to bore readers inspite of declaring this as beggars plate ?? I really don't know.. but something says I should stop here)
Once upon a time, I used to be excited about technology, new software, trying out new ideas and creating random unique junk. I won't say I don't do it now, but it has become amazingly less frequent and less fun. [Damn ! I got distracted in between once again]. Thanks to torrent sites and super creative talented English Serial makers, and movie makers,
Long ago I gave open statements that "FAME" is what my ambition in life is because of one dude called Thiruvalluvar. Yes its him, the world famous guy whose book "Thirukural" has been translated and regarded almost like Bible by some. One of his verses said 'If you live a life, you should leave a mark of your name and fame in this world so that after you are dead, even after hundreds of years pass by, the world should still talk about you' Now some time ago I read an article about Einstein claiming he is actually an Idiot who stole many other scientists work and with the help of Jewish media became a lot more popular. You know you actually cannot deny this. Let me give you the best example - "Slumdog Millionaire". After maybe a hundred years, people might be still having records and talking about this movie, which all we know is 'good' but not at all the 'best'. We have lot other movies that have been ground breaking - 'Taare Zameen Par' which runs a beautiful story line, actors, scenes and it made my god damn friends CRY ! I mean friends who make fun of sensitivity and act like reincarnation of Steve Stifler (Seann W. Scott). Film was clean, clear, crisp and definitely leaves a mark.
Coming to Thiru dude again. Here is someone who actually has a few valid questions and a lot of stupid question about many of his verses. I support his arguments on things like "Women should worship their husband even before worshipped God !" - Its not bull shit or horse shit, its your shit dood ! What if the husband is a crackhead, a loser. The statement totally puts the whole Male community above the female like a million lightyears above. Sure, I agree we males are better than females in many ways and they are too in many ways. There is a balance dude!
Recently I have come to a conclusion that - Money, Name and Fame should not be your goal in life. I believe most famous or successful people are not so, because they actually wanted to be famous, but they just wanted to do what they like. Now most people say "Do what you love" then work will be fun and you will reach great height blah blah blah....
Agreed. I love watching FRIENDS, movies and playing games. So what do I do ? There is an answer to this also. Start a blog on reviewing serial episodes, games, movies and make a living out of it. What about other guys like me, all 1 million of us are going to do this ? Also too much of anything is going to bore you. You are not going to love it after a point. Of course that point is very far when it comes to some things, still the point is there.
I do have a job which is cool. There are good times, bad times. I do good innovative, latest technology stuff, meddle with mathematics, physics a lot, do a lot of thinking etc. But even after reading Dale Carnegie's book where he says "The human mind craves of appreciation, which actually is just mere words and nothing more", I found that helping a guy running a small business of his own by recovering his hard disk with some newly googled utility and saving his 40K INR worth of business and seeing happiness on his face was more satisfying than writing a game which a few hundred people played and liked! But there are better satisfying times, when you try hard to achieve a performance gain in your computer program, by learning a lot of code indepth and optimizations.. and the moment you crack it, you feel great and enjoy the moment.
But I still want to actually make free flash games, keep upto date with latest improvements in Flash and Flex, because I love their technology. But I end up wasting time again.
Was I very active before
- Because I just wanted to show off that I can do stuff ?
- Or because it was less accessible then and easily accessible now ?
I really don't know, though I am the only one involved in this. I have to ask more questions. May be I will feel a lot better when I just cross the line and get my hands on making a flash game independently. Thats it... starting trouble !
So what the f are you trying to say Quakeboy.. you might ask..
Answer is - I just have to stop being lazy, and do what I really want to do :D
(In fact am I stopping the article here, because I am lazy, have work, or don't want to bore readers inspite of declaring this as beggars plate ?? I really don't know.. but something says I should stop here)
Thursday, July 2, 2009
N-Game
N-Game is a super cool, revolutionary flash game that once rocked the world. Ok, this is not about that N-Game. This is Name Game .When I wanted to decide about a name that I like for this blog. I wasted a good amount of time trying to choose one. Then I decided, not to be overly concerned, just write down 10 names as fast as they come up in my mind and choose one of them in the same speed.
Guess what, I wrote only one name after that moment. Thus WTF RAJ (http://wtfraj.blogspot.com) was born.
And.. WTF means Welcome to Friendly. I think it kinda sounds gay, but if you can give me a better expansion I will treat you and credit you on the sidebar :)
Image credits:-http://frmjewduhh.deviantart.com/ (Thanks Dude)
WTF Raj ?
Well, I know have another blog which I started as a personal blog which is now 'Quakeboy LIVE'. I kind of like the way that blog has grown up to what it is now. I love the posts I have over there. But often when I wanted to write something, due to doubts of whether its worth writing it and if its a quality post, I usually dump it..
I know personal blog is all about one's self, but still to some extent I cared about others time, taste etc.. Duh ! Now I realized I am stepping out of personal blogging :) So here is a special blog, which is going to have everything I want to write about..
I know personal blog is all about one's self, but still to some extent I cared about others time, taste etc.. Duh ! Now I realized I am stepping out of personal blogging :) So here is a special blog, which is going to have everything I want to write about..
Warning:- This 'Mixed BAG' blog is not going to be a Cassatta Dessert, but a beggar's plate :) and I will be putting zero efforts to make it like the former.
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